Then, I recently met a charming man who's POSITIVE aura was so freaking ATTRACTIVE, and like some mysterious divine intervention, I took to him instantly. What was it about him?....Certainly not his drop dead good looks (which my vain eyes caught by the way) or his rather PRETTY hands....or yea, Imagine me use pretty as an adjective to describe a man's hands. But damn those are the prettiest hands I've seen on any man and yes, I'm quirky like that. Hahahah. Maybe it is the depth of his intelligence, his SINCERITY or his rather emotive nature. Who doesn't like an EXPRESSIVE man? Show me one woman biko....Huh? But no, 'Kisses' (as I now jokingly refer to him, my metaphoric endearment for his constant show of affection and ofcourse my smart retort for the pet name he now calls me) is a massive ball of LAUGHTER. A large rolling ball of fun and sheer laughter, so much so, he can make any PANTIES drop. And my proverbial panties being the shield protecting my core depths. Yes, that's how much he tickled my fucked up senses. and I gradually started dropping the shield around me. I'm staring at this gorgeous 50 year old who I find out, has experienced so much PAIN, hurt and challenges the realities of life can throw at anyone, yet he's so freaking positive about life that I am ashamed to be anything less. And quite frankly, his playful nature will give my almost 5 year old Ray a run for his adrenaline. And don't look at me like that, I've made no secret about my VINTAGE collection. Yes, I like old wine, and I make no apologies....Shoot me joor....Heheheh....What with TIGER and a few others from the old boys club clearing the cobwebs these past years from my FANNY. I am stuck on the CLASSIC.
I couldn't help but wonder what the underlying ATTRACTION was between us. There is a massive age difference, no doubt....and though he looks a decade younger and everyone seems to think I'm an old soul in a young body way past my years. I know I'm simply a young woman who has experienced way too many things while trying to discover myself. And so many times I've tried to push out the thoughts of his willy and my fanny embracing each other, hehehe....I mean what could a handsome man and a beautiful woman be doing together apart from having great SEX? Could they be having a good laugh or building a formidable friendship, perhaps creating a dynamic enterprise that could be greater than either of them could ever be on their own? Aha!!!....But who knows??? Yet he breezed in like a breath of fresh air, random, mystical but DIRECT and melted my sometimes rather icy HEART with the sweetest pet-name any mammal with three legs could coin....CUDDLES, and for the life of me I couldn't fathom why a strong vivacious woman like me had earned such a warm slightly cheesy endearment....but guess what? I liked it and I wanted to cuddle him badly. Ha! That's the power in a name.... so I spent 15 hours on the phone talking to this young-at-heart 50 year old who's positivity is rather INFECTIOUS. And I suddenly realised, I liked having him around. I liked listening to his soft Baritone call me 'cuddles' and the bubbly sound of his laughter rubbing me off the right way. And to be honest, I have never been so scared SHIT-LESS .... Because for the first time, someone is getting through to me in the rarest of ways. And he didn't have to drop names, flip his wallet, make empty promises or wave his PENIS at me. Hahahah....Yes ke!!!
Suddenly I'm reminded of the powerful radio conversation I had as special guest on THE LIVING ENLIGHTENED SHOW a few days ago with Author/Coach, Nina Bingham and producer of Charlotteview Radio, Claudia Pureco where we talked about the Power of Positivity. And it hit me, that this special man has used nothing but POSITIVE energy to draw me towards him and NOW I'm starting to see him as a major part of my daily life.... because with him I feel a certain CALM that helps me forget my worries and my challenges even if it's just for a little weeny while.
You can LISTEN to the powerful wisdom shared on the archived episode of the 'Power of Positivity' on MARCH 2, 2015 @ Charlotteview Radio on www.charlotteview.net. I share a lot of my Unfiltered Truth. Feel free to listen and share your thoughts. Don't forget to let me know what POSITIVITY means to you too.
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